Alright so….. i took that trip home and i feel a little better. my time at home was great. my boyfriend is so supportive and i i love him so much. it was also really nice to see friends and family, people who i know actually care about me. it was great to be around people that aren’t judging you all the time, starting drama, or running around the halls screaming like idiots. Also, since my roommate and i got in a huge fight and basically told eachother we hate eachother, i’ve decided just not to talk to her until she talks to me to avoid conflict. you may say thats adding more conflict, but… i would just rather not talk to her.

 On another note… some girl at our rival high school killed herself last saturday because she was being teased. she was actually really talented in singing and was definitely on her way to becoming famous. its so sad when you hear stuff like that. even though i didnt know her i felt really sad about the whole thing. it really makes you think.  god bless you.