so… i met some really interesting people recently and i realized that if i actually want to succeed in my career and the things i want to do in life i have to change a lot of things. it’s going to be hard but i think it’s manageable. i realized that i’m probably going to have to transfer schools at the end of two years.  i’m probably going to also have to start doing some networking so i can meet the right people because success often depends on who you know.  There’s going to have to be lots of designing and studying on my part as well as developing a personal style. I need a job too…. in the industry, not as a waitress like i originally wanted to do. Hmm…. i’m seeing lots of research in my future. This should be interesting